My Foundation for Blogging

Iman Cosmetics is on the move, launching a brand new liquid foundation. In celebration of the new liquid makeup, Iman has asked bloggers about their support FOUNDATION.  What inspires me to keep blogging? This is going to be a bit lengthy, but it’s from the heart, and very long overdue.

image courtesy of Essence

Being a dreamer is my foundation. I have a dire need to turn dreams into a reality.   Once my heart is set, my brain follows along and my body moves forward with the process! When I decided that becoming a beauty editor was what I was meant to do, I did what I could think of to get there. One of those ideas was to start a blog. It was still a fairly new concept five years ago. I wasn’t a journalist, had no inside connections, but I was a makeup reporter in my own right (errr…my own head). I wanted to learn everything about the industry, how brands started, where they started, background stories on ad campaigns. You name it, I was going to figure it out. It forced me to move to NYC for a summer cosmetics internship (with the CEW), hoping to get me noticed as a brown girl who wanted to change the way we see beauty. With women out there like Mikki Taylor, Baze Mpinja and Tia Williams to “guide” me, I knew I had to make it.

I didn’t. All that I did wasn’t good enough to land me that dream job. I wasn’t doing well in school, didn’t have any more loan money to go back and get more NYC internships, and still had no connections in the world of beauty journalism. I gave up. And low and behold, I created my dream job without even realizing it. Scandalous Beauty was born to fulfill my life. I dreamed and prayed and dreamed and prayed some more. As I look back at it, SB is the only thing that I’ve been consistent at. It’s really the only thing that I’m good at. It makes me so happy. My love for what I do has caused me to take a leap on faith and cut back hours at work-from 35+ to around 16. I want to make my hobby my career, and that’s what I’m doing.

I love to debunk the beauty myths that can be daunting to us as Brown women. Why is it that we think we can’t (or don’t need to wear) blush? Who says that a bold lip won’t be amazing? How are we supposed to make foundation look flawless and not ashy? These simple thoughts going through the brains of women all over the world inspire every day. I don’t want to be a makeup artist. I don’t feel the need to create a makeup tutorial every other day on Youtube. I want to explain 10 ways to use one brush. I want to show just how innovative you can get with multi-purpose beauty products. I want people to understand that there are truly no rules in beauty. I want to share what makes me happy!

I might play like a broken record, but it’s true. Speak things into existence. Live as if you’re in your dream. Just a few days ago, I received another dose of confirmation. The networking event that Warren and I hosted was amazing. I got to meet many Scandalous Beauty readers, which is always so fulfillingl! What was most amazing, was that Sam Fine floated in on a runway of diamond dust (well, that’s how it looked in my mind) into our party (in the most plush leather jacket I’ve ever felt). He had a couple of cocktails, and talked to us as if he were an up and coming makeup artist just like everyone else. I can’t explain how it happened. I don’t know how to even explain what was going through my head at the time. But he was there, and my night was complete.

I leave you with this video that I created at the end of 2009. It was meant to push us all, and to remember that 2010 was created for us to do the most fascinating things. From the bottom of my heart, with the most genuine intent,thank you all for challenging me, believing in me, and pushing me to keep Scandalous Beauty going. Without your support, commitment and time, I’d be just another dreamer.


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Erin Bailey has been blogging about the fabulous world of beauty for over 5 years. She also creates makeup guides and tutorials on Youtube. Be sure to follow her on twitter (@erinscandalous and @erinjbailey) and facebook! She also has an undying love for Starbucks, Sex & The City and Scarves!

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  • http://drmiracles.com/blog Aja J.

    Such a great story Erin! Brown girls are so under-represented in this industry, and it makes you feel like YOU’RE doing something wrong when you can’t land the dream job you thought you would have. Sometimes you just have to create those opportunities instead of hoping someone else would notice.

    xx.

  • http://thebeautyxchange.com BeautyXchangeGirl

    WoW – that was deep! You are doing great things Erin. I admire your gumption and your spirit. You are another great example of what happens when you continue to pursue your dreams. Much more success to you!

  • Vanessa S

    You look beautiful, Erin….I wish you much success!!

  • http://www.beautythesis.net Nepenthe

    This is amazing. Inspiring and touching. You’ve come so far, and will go as far as your dreams allow.

    Thank you for being brave enough to embrace your dream and share it with the rest of us. :]

  • http://www.vexinthecity.com VexintheCity

    Awww reading that really made me smile. Well done for realising your dreams and not being scared to work hard at what you want to achieve.

    I really admire how ambitious and determined you are. Without realising it you’re a great role model for all the young black women and even younger girls who watch your YT videos and read your blog.

    I hope you continue to go from strength to strength xx

  • aziajs

    Awwww…I seriously almost teared up. I haven’t been with you from the very start, but it HAS been several years going back to when I got onto Specktra in ’05. I remember seeing your posts and your FOTDs which eventually lead me to your blog and YouTube channel. I think you’re so awesome and you inspire, educate, and encourage me so much! You’re so generous with your knowledge and willingness to share your experiences. I see you dreaming and working toward the dream. I see you wanting to be better and do better whether it’s blogging or picking up the drums again or going back to school (yeah I read almost every post and watch every video so I know all that – LOL). I just feel so proud of you because you have come such a long way. I remember you doing videos about how much you loved Billy B. Now, you know him personally. How cool is that?!?!?! THE Sam Fine came to YOUR beauty event! You just show that it’s possible. A dream really can be a reality. You WILL be that beauty editor. I just know it. You’ve already established yourself in the brown beauty blogging community and become someone to know. It only gets better from here! *big hugs* :D

  • http://www.jessicas-jewels.com Jessica

    I got misty reading this post. Thank you so much for blogging and pursuing this dream!

  • http://www.youtube.com/user/Journey2entrepreneur Shana

    “Sam Fine floated in on a runway of diamond dust.” iDied. It was your “Get yours in 2010″ video that started me on my journey. No one said it would be easy but everyday I see myself getting closer and closer to my goals and I have you to thank for that.

  • Melanie

    Erin, so proud of you! Please please please show me how to achieve that brown eyeshadow look Iman is wearing?!?>!!!!! I love it!!!
    Melanie

  • Shantel

    I first discovered you on YouTube then today, after google searching a MAC lipglass color (Spirit & Soul to be exact :) low and behold a post of your popped up with the exact color on. As a brown girl who LOVES make up and constantly has to blindly test products hoping they’ll look “right” on me, what you do in your videos and this site cannot be put into words. You’re truly inspiring and although I don’t know you personally, I am SO proud of you. Keep up the good work! You have a fan in me

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